I was thinking of you
I wanted to call I was feeling blue
I know you are with someone else
and they calling you their baby
and that shit drives me crazy
because you was my world
damn you was my babygirl
and I’m a little messed up as I write this and is it stupid I still remember our first kiss
but all of that doesn’t matter now because sadly I’m not what makes you happy
it’s stupid because I’m laying on my bathroom floor right now saying fucking Cupid
I’m saying fuck love but I’m inlove with love and I want it so bad
remember when we stayed up all night and we was watching American dad
damn I miss you
|—||Text messages I never sent R’J (via thechildofstyle)|
Im not relationship material, I haven’t been for awhile.
I don’t seem to care.
I can’t be with someone for more than a couple weeks.
I get bored easily.
I get annoyed.
But.. I just want to be loved.
And the problem is how can anyone love me if I can’t even begin to love myself..
I find myself going back to past lovers, just to feel. Whether is love, lust or pain. Cause feeling something is better than not feeling anything at all.. I just want to feel something new. Something I haven’t felt before. Feel the rush of a new set of lips caress my body. Or feel the warmth of a touch the send chills down my spine. Or feel my mind run so fast that I don’t know what is going on. I just want to feel again.